Friday, May 09, 2008

My life is like a roller coaster...full of excitements, playing around with adrenalin, facing challenges, taking the risks, ready to fall, ready to fly, ready to feel pain, sometimes on the top sometimes is on the bottom or sometimes it just hanging, sometimes it full of laughs, sometimes it full of tears, sometimes it full of smiles ...


can you imagine if I put those possibilities in colors?


How colorful my life is :) here... I am grateful...life is a matter of making choices...all about choices and playing around with those colors.


I cannot live with only one color ... I want to become colorful :)

Thursday, May 08, 2008


I value my self because I was born into this world
I value my self because I raised with 2 Amazing parents
I value my self because I have a unique sister
I value my self because I have a big families
I value my self because I have wonderful friends
I value my self because I met great people
I value my self because I met Aaron
I value my self because I know I can do something
I value my self because I am grateful for this life and what I have

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Saturday, May 03, 2008



I am sunflower - the Sun could be - what I believe, my faith, my dreams, or God.

Friday, May 02, 2008

Sunflowers

Sunflowers are the happiest of flowers, and their meanings include loyalty and longevity. They are unique in their ability to provide energy in the form of nourishment and vibrancy, an attribute which mirrors the sun and the energy provided by its heat and light.

Meanings of Sunflowers
No flower can lift spirits quite like sunflowers can. Bright and cheery, bold yet comfortable, the sunflower is a warm and caring gift. With brilliant yellow petals that surround the flower's center, sunflowers have an unmistakable sun-like appearance that has made them a passionate flower choice for many. Sunflowers come in a number of varieties, ranging from small to large and from daylight yellows to sunset reds.

Much of the meaning of sunflowers stems from its namesake, the sun itself. Wild sunflowers are often photographed with their tall stalks and bright petals stretched towards the sun. This unique behavior, known as photo tropism, is a motif that has appeared in many ancient myths and is viewed as a symbol of loyalty and constancy. Their physical resemblance to the sun has also influenced their meanings. The sunflower's petals have been likened to bright yellow rays of sunshine, which evoke feelings of warmth and happiness. In addition, the sunflower is often associated with adoration and longevity.

For a flower which reflects so many of the sun's positive characteristics, it is little surprise that people enjoy basking in the sunflower's warming glow. With the sense of brightness and warmth that sunflowers naturally impart, they have become an ideal choice for sending sentiments of cheerfulness and sunny thoughts...

Sunflower is my favorite flower among all.

source: proflowers.
Tick Tock...

I can say things keep happening in my side. Today I received a reply of an email that I sent to one woman that I admire. Her name is Mrs. Lata. We met last year during one of the youth conference that I attended in KL. I still remember her cleary...she is a housewife, a professor, activist and a mother. We share a lot during the conference. I emailed her and she is still remember me...the answer when I asked her if she still remember me or not is this...

dear tya,
of course I remember you very well. you impressed me with you confidence and values.I am glad to know that you are working and busy...

That sentence just hitted me... I thought she is talking about someone else but then I reflect...I feel I am losing my self-confidence for the past months, I forget my values-what I believe in, perhaps I even don't recognize myself anymore, with all the frustation that happened without I even realized it.

So where is Tya that she knew? Well I guess that answer is with me...

I think I'm having a transformation at the moment...