Tick Tock...

I can say things keep happening in my side. Today I received a reply of an email that I sent to one woman that I admire. Her name is Mrs. Lata. We met last year during one of the youth conference that I attended in KL. I still remember her cleary...she is a housewife, a professor, activist and a mother. We share a lot during the conference. I emailed her and she is still remember me...the answer when I asked her if she still remember me or not is this...

dear tya,
of course I remember you very well. you impressed me with you confidence and values.I am glad to know that you are working and busy...

That sentence just hitted me... I thought she is talking about someone else but then I reflect...I feel I am losing my self-confidence for the past months, I forget my values-what I believe in, perhaps I even don't recognize myself anymore, with all the frustation that happened without I even realized it.

So where is Tya that she knew? Well I guess that answer is with me...

I think I'm having a transformation at the moment...